i don’t know why, but it came to me in these last days. sad. everything is bitter than it has to be. food taste, lessons, time, even their smile. no, it’s worse than ‘sad’. a feeling i can’t explain and i really don’t know.

well, i need an escape. a long day without doing anything. just sit and thinking about what’s going on. maybe to decide what should i do then. go ahead or just quit.

i get my self has gone too far from where i was.

help me to choose: go ahead or quit ?